My ex called me tonight.

I don’t even know how to feel. This is the ex that was moving to ohio to get a place with me. Who I really loved, and then just completely stopped talking to me a few days before he was supposed to come. He never explained, never apologized. Just up and left. This was almost three years ago.

He majorly fucked up his current relationship and called me to apologize for what he did to me. He’s going through all the shit he put me through, and wanted me to make sure that I knew I didn’t do anything wrong and it was all his fault. Sorry bud, already knew that. He just kept talking and crying and I sat there and listened. I told him I didn’t hate him, I said thank you, and then he asked about my life. He’s about to become a dad for the second time with a different woman. I told him I hoped he could work everything out for his kids.

I’m in shock. I never thought I would hear from him again. I told my friend the other night that he was a loose end and I would just have to deal with it, and then he calls me tonight to give me closure. Has he really kept my number this entire time? We just unblocked his number from my phone a month ago, and he texts me tonight. Timing.

My mind is just going in circles.